What a way to end my weekend, I don't know how am I gonna sleep through this
An old friend, has just been diagnosed with a near cancerous condition, she's 16
Non Christian parent of a church member called and blaming us for her daughter still not back at 12am, reality: she didn't call her mom to tell her she's out with her friend and actually not been with us since 9pm
After all this time, still unable to unite my church's young people, lots of ramblings and complains still reaching me, despite all the effort, the blood and the sweat, 2 groups constantly bickering, constantly unhappy, pointing fingers, blaming us, me, I don't know anymore, I'm still human, I'm still trying. I remember someone saying that trying counts. I would like to still believe that, but its hard. I'm slowly realizing I'm in a one sided relationship. Yeah, as bad as a one sided relationship.
Came back home, no credit, no internet connection, Maxis phone dead - I came back to a communications black hole, all at 1am, stopping me from solving some of these problems immediately, keeping me stuck
Exams next week in the back of my head
Why all in the same night?
Sunday, August 19
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Cause Life is a big fat meanie.
ReplyDeleteI just got home. So tired. Even when i left it wasn't over.
But ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, John Thomas. My eternal Crush.
Can achieve multiple orgasms watching him play the drums.
His talent causes his hotness to increase by a hundred times. *stiiiimness*
Ok, i'm sorry... My comment is totally insensitive towards your blogpost. Hehhh.
Sorryyyyyyy...
Need me to buy you credit? heheheheh... :)
Life sucks bit time dude. But we all have to go through it.
ReplyDeleteCheer up man... if I can make you feel better with this...
I lost a friend last year too. Ex-school mate. I know how it feels to be robbed away of a friend. I was there at his final moments, at those times... a second felt like an hour. He left in that evening itself, was there in the morning. Maybe there's still a way to your friend's condition...
And about the young people... I dunno man. It seems impossible, but God is always there to keep us going somehow. I really want the whole unity to happen as well... but God has His own timing... if you're in a one-sided relationship, you won't have the people who turned up for Glo last Saturday.
Cheer up man. After Tuesday can party dy. And then Wednesday we can go Klang eat BKT. Haha...
I know I am not the most religious guy around in town; but if there is one thing I am sure of it’s that the big guy up there never lets a good man down. Adversity is the purpose of all things living, and overcoming one is the ultimate achievement, more personal than impersonal.
ReplyDelete[How gracious he will be when you cry for help! As soon as he hears, he will answer you. Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, 'This is the way; walk in it.']
Isaiah 30:19-21
Guess that's why your blog's title is Keep Moving Forward eh.
ReplyDeleteHey friend, just take it easy alright? *hugs* there's always a day like this for all of us. Just take a deep breath, sweep all that depressing thoughts away. I guess that's life. God bless your friend. And good luck with the exams :)
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That's an awesome verse, Chris. I'm really blessed by it. Sorry for stealing ur blessing josh. U'll be fine, josh! nothing's ever perfect. We just gotta roll with the punches. Which i'm sure u will, and u'll be back with a killer uppercut of your own.
ReplyDeleteCheers, mate!