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That's how I feel now if you're interested.

But at the same time, I have some questions slash observations of my own.

I think the guys in today's relationships are the emotional and volatile bitches while the girls are getting stronger and more, dare I say, in charge? (This is in no way related to my own)

What is up with towels that don't absorb? Thank You Joni!

I'm listening to a lot of music that reminds me a lot of the dark blotches of my life. Don't know why, but it keeps coming up on shuffle. And the worst thing is that I just can't click next. 

I'm very very tired from a non stop semester (without taking into account glo and other things), so please forgive me if I have not been able to keep in touch with everyone.

die proudly when it is no longer possible to live proudly

Death has always been an interesting subject for me. 

The more prevalent kind of death for me is in relationships. Nothing in the past few years have convinced me that it is not the worst. If you ask me, I think it's part of growing up, but I would love to deny it as much as possible. At least when loving someone till physical death, you have the lingering after taste of that love. 

I'm not trying to be deep, I'm just being honest to myself more than anything. I've been struggling with growing up I guess (yeah, I know, insert short jokes here)

I guess there's no point in lying to yourself that things will get better - relationships are like any living thing. They live and they die. 

I'm pretty sure this is not a confusion with the terrible final weeks of my semester.